quoted:

"You want some of this kid? You want it?"
-me. I'm a hit with the kids

feel this:

"...when everything inside me feels like everything I hate, you are the hope I have for change, you are the only chance I'll take..." Switchfoot

If I were allowing myself to go on facebook right now, i would probably change my status to "Jennifer is...wondering why her knees hurt so badly." Cause really, I am. I am falling apart. Thank God I'm not going to be serving too much longer. Actually, that's probably not true, because I'll probably try to get a serving job to put myself through grad school, and then I'll probably have to either keep that serving job or get another one once I am through grad school because I am, of course, getting my Masters in vocal performance. I have to be realistic here.
I just got home from an evening at Lisa's which was pretty low key and fun. She had some folks over to play games. We didn't play biography, which was a little disappointing, but we did tackle Pop Culture Trivial Pursuit, and as usual, had to allow cheating so that someone could win and the game would end. Good times had by all. I didn't really know anyone else there besides Lisa, but that didn't stop me from constantly talking and trying to be funny. I felt like Lisa's house is more my domain, so I was pretty comfortable, unlike in most social settings where i sit quietly in the corner.
Speaking of trying to be funny, I think I need to stop doing that when i make my NCAA brackets. While I was writing out the one hanging on the laundry room door (where my fam has taken to hanging them up the past couple of years) I said things to myself like "Wouldn't that be funny if Weber St. beat UCLA? I think I'm going to put it." Or "Davidson is totally gonna kick Maryland's ass." And then I put it. That, along with my complete ignorance in college basketball and my hope and faith that Gonzaga will at least win one game really screws me over. My bracket is fairly shameful. I wouldn't be too worried about it, if not for the fact that I am in last place in my family. Even Amanda is beating me, and she has Stanford and Gonzaga in the championship game (although, I think I just may pull ahead of her here pretty soon.)

But wouldn't that have been so funny if it happened? hahaha. Good one, Amanda.

I think I should go to bed now. I have a long day of watching Ham on Regal and then going to work, and another long day of work after that. Weekends...what are those?

song: "Faking my own suicide" Relient K

yesterday // life goes on